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Wed Oct 28, 2009, 5:01 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Jango(dawt)com
  • Reading: Comments and stuff
  • Watching: Target Commercial plz~
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 Days
  • Eating: Anythin'
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi, rottin' my teethz
That's it...

I'm really sick of life right now. I really just want to go away, die in a hole... no one would miss me. School is sucking, I'm mad at everything, my friends are in so much mental pain that it's hurting me... I just want to disappear.

I know venting here is overrated and stupid, but this is the only place where I can just type this out and get it somewhat out of my system. I feel sick, and right now think that it would just be so easy to make a noose, take some of my mom's pills, or grab a razor and end it all...

I'm sorry... this is kind of personal stuff, but... I find myself wondering what the fuck life is for. I try to convince myself that there's something there, something worth for -- for my friend's sake. But... I'm having trouble beleiving that.

Because not only do I have so little friends I'm an absolute outcast, but I've been mad at everything. My parents are breaking up, my mom's moving out. God...

It's days like this that I beleive there's nothing in the future but pain and stress and more of this. I'm sick of being called loud and obnoxious, fat, to go away... sick of being unpopular and escaping to the internet...

I... I...

I'm sorry... please, don't be mad... if you are, don't comment.
Just... sorry...

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  • Current Residence: Michigan
  • Favourite movie: Princess Mononoke / Sprited Away / Castle in the Sky / Nausika
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic! At The Disco
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything, really, that has a good beat
  • Favourite game: Thrillville: Off The Rails / NiGHTS

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=sisko87 21 hours 35 minutes ago
thanks for the fav! :blowkiss:

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~BlueZaleen 1 day 7 hours ago
thank you for the fav! ~<3

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~Nikkilopez 2 days 3 hours ago
Thanks for the :+fav: :D!

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~gaara2zane4marik 3 days 4 hours ago
Hey! Thank you SO much again for the watch!

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~gaara2zane4marik 3 days 5 hours ago
Thank you so much for faving Discovery! It makes me so happy that you like my work enough to fave it!

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Sorry. How long have you been training to be a prat... my lord?

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~Tyori 3 days 22 hours ago
Thanks for fav!! XD

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=ShyroFox 4 days 3 hours ago
Thank you for the favourite. :D
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*Rukari-Boy 4 days 4 hours ago
Whoa! thanks a ton for the favorites, AND the watch! :thanks:

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~xMusicalsnowXx 4 days 4 hours ago
Weeelcome. C:

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