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Wed Oct 28, 2009, 5:01 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Jango(dawt)com
  • Reading: Comments and stuff
  • Watching: Target Commercial plz~
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 Days
  • Eating: Anythin'
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi, rottin' my teethz
That's it...

I'm really sick of life right now. I really just want to go away, die in a hole... no one would miss me. School is sucking, I'm mad at everything, my friends are in so much mental pain that it's hurting me... I just want to disappear.

I know venting here is overrated and stupid, but this is the only place where I can just type this out and get it somewhat out of my system. I feel sick, and right now think that it would just be so easy to make a noose, take some of my mom's pills, or grab a razor and end it all...

I'm sorry... this is kind of personal stuff, but... I find myself wondering what the fuck life is for. I try to convince myself that there's something there, something worth for -- for my friend's sake. But... I'm having trouble beleiving that.

Because not only do I have so little friends I'm an absolute outcast, but I've been mad at everything. My parents are breaking up, my mom's moving out. God...

It's days like this that I beleive there's nothing in the future but pain and stress and more of this. I'm sick of being called loud and obnoxious, fat, to go away... sick of being unpopular and escaping to the internet...

I... I...

I'm sorry... please, don't be mad... if you are, don't comment.
Just... sorry...

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  • Current Residence: Michigan
  • Favourite movie: Princess Mononoke / Sprited Away / Castle in the Sky / Nausika
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic! At The Disco
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything, really, that has a good beat
  • Favourite game: Thrillville: Off The Rails / NiGHTS

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:iconwitchi1976:
=witchi1976 11 hours 37 minutes ago
Thank you so much for adding my Black and white WIP drawing to your :+fav:'s! :iconfavthanksemotiplz:

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=griffsnuff 20 hours 45 minutes ago
thank you for the watch <3

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*Desprate-Moon 20 hours 52 minutes ago
hi thanks for the watch :3
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~xXBL4CKR3V3NG3Xx 22 hours 28 minutes ago
Thank you for the fave!
I would like to ask you if you don't mind answering
1. How did you find the pic?
2. What made you want to fave it?
I ask a lot of people he-he

Nice gallery!

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~Kurayami-hebi 1 day 31 minutes ago
ohhh thanks for the faves :3!!!!

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Salad Days' FAN!
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~NL140 3 days 54 minutes ago
Thanks for the fav ^_^

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I'm bored.....
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~RonsoStryder 3 days 23 hours ago
Thanks for the watch! >w<
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=Nube85 4 days 17 minutes ago
Thank you very much for all the faves. I really appreciate it a lot! :huggle:

Have a nice day. :rose:

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~DragonOfSilverStars 4 days 5 hours ago
thank you very much for the fav and the watch x3

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And I fall down to the ground,
Just to hear my own rattling breath
And see myself bleeding ... dying.
~Me

Life's too short to waste time ...
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~y0upy0uplab0um 4 days 7 hours ago
Thanks for the Fav.

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